"i hate you, i appreciate you, i love you."

Already Gone - Kelly Clarkson

"i love you, too."

i'm learning that even when you can come back to center, some of the hardest choices you have to make, are the right ones. i am grateful for all the layers that have made this friendship, this love. i'm finding just how big those feelings can be and just how deeply one can truly hold many emotions, in one place. even when there are clear rules of engagement written by some unknown author and past experiences written by ourselves--there are those things that just don't fit into four perfectly designed lines. i'm going to trust now, more than ever, that we move from that center towards doing things differently. towards taking care of ourselves in these two big cities.

doing the things we have to.

to move forward
and
to heal our own brokenness.